alex.
twenty two.
25MARCH85.
SINGAPORE INSTITUTE OF MANAGEMENT.
LOVE SPORTS.
WISHLIST.
laptop
printer
Happiness
back pack
good grades
trip to Taiwan
basketball shoe
new sound system
a good badminton racket
full LIGAMENT recovery
creative mp3 - at least 8GB
HAD BEEN.
June 2004
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THANKS FOR BEING HERE.
Eve
Claris
IBP.. =)
AlvIn
Linda
Nui er
Ah Ron
Shevon
DA JIE!
YAK YAK.
Sunday, August 27, 2006
w0o0o... was on my way home from melvin hse when it rained jus now... i love rainy day.. especially love it if i am on a long bus ride, listening to my mp3.. my mp3 is jus so bonded with mi tat it will auto play slow, emo song when it is raining and i am on the bus.. hehe... jus now on my way back, it play jessica simpson's take my breathe away... gareth gates's too serious too soon... darren hayes's insiatiable... and den... david tao's i love u... wah.. super pei he my mood when taking bus home on a rainy day.. muahha!! i love my mp3.. even though it is jusa muvo 4 GB... yeah!
okie, so today i went to meet up with melvin my best bro... been ages since we went for a bites and have a good nice chat... so today we went to jurong west to have prata.. congrat to him, his OCS team won the AHM this morning! lolz... damn it.. he is such a freaking good runner while i am jus a good jumper.. muahhaha... BHB.. sorrie... and so since it had been a while since we chatted, we had a lot of catching up to do.. we tok abt a lot of PEOPLE.... and a lot of INCIDENT... basically a lot of thing la... lolz.. some sad.. some oki..
After tat, went to his hse and catch soccer... muhahaha... darren was at home too.. darren is his brother.. i intro him to fantasy football.. haha... after which melvin had to book in and i left even though darren ask mi to stay to catch the soccer match...
Oh ya.. i wanna highlight this.. i once had this very close fren.. we had a super super super great arguement and i del this fren's number from my phone list... yes, i did memorise the number way b4 we even had the arguement... however i told myself.. i will never re key this fren's number back to my phone.. in the end we solve our problem and became even closer.. but yet i nver re key the number.. cause i told myself.. till one day.. when i nver use the number until i forget the number.. den maybe it is time for mi to forget abt this fren.. i hate to say.. at the rate now.. i am afraid i might really forget the number... i really dun want to.. =(
I FOUND IT!! I FOUND IT!! I FOUND IT!! I FOUND IT!!! muahahha... i recall back to ur clue of saying it is actually very easy to find and i FOUND IT!! lolz.. dun wanna give mi the address rite.. keep on bleah mi rite.. lolz.. now i found it liao lo!! YES I FOUND RUINA'S BLOG... muahhahah!!! yeah!! BLEAH! =P
Alexelion MisSeD yOu @ 11:46 PM
Friday, August 25, 2006
wow... finally the weekend is here!!! yeah!! aiyah... got ppl say my post very long lehz.. sianz... i also very sianz.. dun know wat to say la.. today went pass smoothly la.. played bball.. i love bball.. but today ahz.. wah lao.. they play so rough.. i dun like to fight la.. if not.. wah.. i would have elbow them to death... but i am a nice guy so too bad la.. lolz... wah.. really dun know wat to type.. think maybe 2moro when my mind is more organised den type la... tat ruina la.. say my blog too long.. argh! den dun tell mi urs! bleah!!! oh ya... i saw someone online today.. but i nver went to tok to tat someone.. y ahz.. how come ahz.. cause tat someone might have forgotten mi liao? lolz!
Alexelion MisSeD yOu @ 11:56 PM
Thursday, August 24, 2006
whahahhaa... i cant believe it myself.. i update my blog 2 day in a row!! Maybe i can start to blog regularly! hahaha...
Today was a typical day again... in the morning, arrive in camp and after 1st parade, started washing the kennels.. today i decide to wash the kennels rather den taking out the dogs... bad choice lo.. damn the hose.. got problem de... by the time i finish washing, my pant is all wet lo.. but nvm.. army lehz.. anything also must bear ma rite... lolz.. anyway i was used to it liao.. not the 1st time wat... hmm.. today i had my unit 40th anniversary parade rehearsal again.. okie.. i am now going to tell u wat i am involved in...
The scenario is like this, mi and my fellow sergeant will be conducting a vehicle spot check... the 1st car that we check would not have any illegal item and will pass thru the check smoothly... and now come the 2nd vehicle... as i signal for it to slow down as it approach the checkpoint, he speed up and try to knock mi down.. or rather, the instruction was to brake in front of mi... at this moment i am suppose to jump to the side and roll 1 round before drawing out my gun and aiming at the driver.. the driver by now should be attacked by a guard dog already...
At this time, the search dog handler would have arrived and would report to mi and i would ask him to search the vehicle as we suspect there is explosive in the vehicle.. and so 2 rifle is found and everybody clap and tat it! lolz... okie wat is challenging for mi, i am suppose to do stunt and jump out of the car way, but wat do i am on mi is... a "baton", a handcuff, a walkie talkie, a P226 handgun, and a $180 dollar shades that i am wearing... wah lao.. when i jump i also have to consider all the cost of this thing and take care not to spoil them lo! but i was quite fun "siaming" the car.. lolz..
the thing lasted till quite late and i went home late la.. as in everyday, on my way home, it was alway a time when i think alot again.. lolz... everyday when i go home... i will take a very very very slow walk back home.. from the bus stop at the main road to my hse.. let mi see.. abt 5 bus stop length, i will walk really slowly... the reason i myself, also cant ans... is it, i am trying to see if i can meet someone? or is it i am thinking of the days which i used to walk tat road.. but with company? or is it. or is it.. i jus dread to go home and face the 4 walls? i have to admit, i love my parent.. i love my sister... but i somehow is not super close to them as in i will wanna rush home and see them every day!
now i am jus in front of the com, getting ready to sleep.. i am listening to class 95fm.. strange? yeah... during the day, i will sure choose 97.6 or 98.7..... but at nite.. i listen to class 95fm bcoz of their love songs.. hehe.. i am diff from other guy is guess.. i am 1 who is quite emo.. i put all my heart and soul into wat i do or someone i treasure... i show how much i care with little action Which most ppl tend to overlook.. i feel that no matter wat happen in life.. it is the small things tat matter.. it is the small thing tat is the sweetest and hold the most memories.. of course tat doesnt mean i du do the "big" thing too.. lolz...
shit.. why i am talking abt all these? lolz... anyway.. i hope to be able to contact some of my fren again.. i miss a lot of fren.. even though i know some will think that they are not even close to mi last time but yea, i still miss them.. i miss TB05, i miss TB19... i miss NP TRACK... i miss a lot of thing.. but.. i also miss a lot of ppl... i miss brewerks... i miss sentinels... i miss silent hill... i miss the road walked home.. i miss... i miss... i jus miss... no i am zun... i will not miss a shot in bball!!! muhahahaha.. okie.. trying to be funny again... tell mi i cheer ppl up ya? tell mi i am funny and a good fren ya?
oh ya.. hope i can continues to blog regularly... hope u all tag and give mi some support k.. haha...
let end with a poem i wrote myself last time.. lousy dun scold mi k.. (i got a prize for poem composing in pri sch lo.. muhahahhah!!!)
tears nver flow back to your eyes
memories nver fail to shine
scene of u float across mi in time
how i wish i was blind
sorry is nver a crime
so, so so sorry i am time and time
tears flow but never will i
be able to turn back time
i guess i could nver lie
u had became part of my life
so take care for e millionth time
cause i nver wanna see u cry...
sometimes... Alex jus feel like he is the loneliest man alive...
and sometimes.. sometimes... Alex might jus cry himself to sleep... =)
Alexelion MisSeD yOu @ 10:24 PM
Wednesday, August 23, 2006
wow... more den 1 yr since i last posted... such a long time had passed... hmmm... omg... wat have i been up to in the past yr? in the Army where else!
The past yr had been a very new and curious period for mi, i have to admit even though i was in the ncc, i was shocked by the army.. being in a totally new place with total stranger put even the bravest to fearful puppies!! okie, i was jus being kua zhang! BMT, a place where i learn to grow up.. but also a place where i learn that even if u try to be as frenly as possible but not all ppl will be ur fren.. backstabbing, bitching... omg.. but glad i still found some true fren there! Sad to say it was also in BMT tat i drift away from a lot of ppl.. very sad... haiz..
Went on to SISPEC... hmm.. very sad tat i did not make it to OCS... sad might be an understatement... i was devasted... but jus blame it on mi not being as physically fit as an officer should be.. in term of leadership i would say "bring it on!".. i am no stranger to leading.. haha...
FOXTROT COY, a place where i really learned a lot of things... made a lot of new fren too... i really miss SISPEC days... was one of the most fun place i can ever be in the army.. and it was here tat i got promoted to the rank of CPL too.. sispec warriors!
Procced on to MILITARTY POLICE SPECIALIST COURSE! wow... i went for the interview for fun only and wow! i got in... damn funny.. It was in this course that i trained up to become fitter than i ever was... ya, still not tat fit but at least compared to anytime of my life, i was the fittest when i was in this course.. haha... this course was the best la, i enjoy the company of my "fantastic 4"!! we did all sort of crazy stuff... laughing our head off when we are being punished... laughing at each other during stand by bed... lolz.. waking up in the middle of the nite to have biscuit and chit chat.. omg.. i am missing them already!
NOW, posted to narcotic section of the dog training wing, i am a very sad and low morale man..
frankly speaking i have no wish of being posted here even though everyone say this is the best place, enjoy life the most and all those shit.. but the only good thing i feel is that u get to go home everyday... being in this place, being asked to sweep leaves, clean up the place, build stupid construction, pick stupid stones, all these damn shit.. HECK MAN! i am a 3rd sergent for goodness sake.. i went thru so much shit, sweat, pain to get this rank.. i must at least be doing something fulfiling wat.. to put it in a crude way, i am ashamed that i, a 3rd sergent, is not leading man, protecting the country, fighting... yes, i might not be the fittest spec, but i rather lead my grp of man and go thru stuff which we wil rem forever rather den waste my hard work to sweep leaves and do all those sai gan!
Enough of the army stuff!! haiz.. how abt other aspect of my life u ask?
i realised, i got a lot of fren! tons and tons of fren! but it is a case of yeah i know this person and that but we are jus hi, bye... how many fren do i really have tat i can ask to go out regularly and can pour my heart out to? less then 5 i guess... many time i feel so lonely, so super lonely... oh ya.. there this person.. i got a lot to tell u but i guess there is no chance le.. ZING
went to melvin bday chalet tat day... got 1 person want mi to tok abt her.. so here i shall.. THE WORST BRIDGE PLAYER I HAD EVEN PLAYED WITH!! muahhaha... CLARIS! omg... wanna kill mi liao rite? lolz.. i had know her during new yr when i went to ruina's hse.. but at this chalet was where i really tok to her more.. or rather in way of suanning! muhahaha.... she is so super blur la.. i only display 1% of my power and she blur liao.. lolz... oh ya.. i call her DUMBO.. lolz
but she is someone i can chat well with.. but tat day when chatting with her, i was reminded of some things.. she say her classmate buying her strepstil.. so good... i tot to myself, i used to buy someone strepstil too.. did she ever told some1, "so good"?... she tok abt missing american next top model.. and again i was reminded.. tat someone used to be such a fan of ANTM.. she will catch every single epi and if i sms her or wat when she watching she will jus ignore mi or send a vague reply.. haha.. i guess i really miss her... no matter what.. she is still the closest girl friend i ever had..
haiz.. i feel like i still got a lot to say but i really dun know what to write now.. a lot is on my mind.. but dun know how to convert it to this blog.. haa.. i miss sch... army made mi realised how much i miss studying... i feel lost every day now... when i "knock off" from work, i will be like all alone with no one to turn to.. even the simpel thing of finding 1 person out for dinner or bowling or jus go out i cant... there might be ppl i can ask but somehow or rather.. i didnt ask.. what is happening to mi? i am still the cheerful on the outside guy.. but deep inside?
sometimes... alex jus feel like he is the loneliest man alive...
and sometimes.. sometimes... alex might jus cry himself to sleep... =)
Alexelion MisSeD yOu @ 9:59 PM
